Fear

Fear is the first emotion that I can recall experiencing.
It is also my last.
From my first memory I never felt Safe or Secure.
Always wondering what was going to happen next.
But not an exciting contemplation more of an agonizing tremble that always remained in my heart.

Fear has kept me from so much.
Fear of not knowing fear of knowing,
Fear of trying
Never doing enough to be Great but just enough to get By.
Now I have a new fear I want to be an Awesome mother and wife. This haunts me daily.
I want to be a role model to my children to see positive drive
I told myself that I will no longer fear Success or Fear accomplishment. I will not allow myself to be ashamed of being me.
That includes the Ugly and the Pretty and All of my Dark Truths.

I challenge you to do the same.